finally

peace;) im free today:) gonna charge a lotsa energy ..coz tomo im gonna to work till next wed...
T.T dying...


thrus ...26/11 outing wif my dearest xueqi:D

two of us;)

that day is our most happiest day we never had... and i done so many ugly things..how embarrassed i am...owhhhhh...but nvm, get use ady=.=''


coming out from the cinema.. back to train...=.=''

although i late updated but i still rmb every single second i done at thr=.= oMgosh..
these pic capture while waiting her mummy fetch us back...



warning here:
miss chiah yee ...the 2nd date in coming~~~hope u can make it yaa!!
ours day! ngek...=.=''





sunday:) 29/11


i went out wif yz and my dear yanting... 1st we decided to sg.wang..but lastly we changed our plan to sunway..haha..xD purpose..to hanging out wif them and buying my mashmellow=.=''
hahaxD that's great too hanging out wif them ...hehe




monday 30/11


after my work ... i went to play badminton with my buddies and dear tooxD
that's was my very first time...wuhooooxD
gonna to say thousand sorry to them...due to some reason...
after that, we went to brem mall ...guess what?? sing k~hahaxD


about 1something reach home...hahaxD nice~



hmmm, dunno what to write ady....
end up here..hehesXD
;)

my mood brings me here:)

oppsy, that me!! tis pic take ..after my work is already at home..lol=.=''

wanna apologize i private my blog in sudden...


and now im fine..i think so..hehe..
my illness fully recovered since mon ... and i ate so much thing that day..hoho..my stomach gonna boom at that moment...lolz..
nearly, something makes me awake ...should i say that??
i seem that i change to another person ... my mood.. my feeling.. my mind.. etc..







23/11 i wont forget this day... after passed that hour ... i cant focus evrything i do... my mind was repeated what happened that time... heart sudden jump in speed... tears dropping when evryone take no notice at me... wanna kill myself...




24/11 morning... when i was in car.. what i saying , sudden get me surprising...
when i think back.. is really a rude girl... i cry infront of her..and her...




im nt tough anymore.. relationship being with me... i choose everything.. and i ended up
seem like this...






i silence..





i wanna doesnt wanna my life to be like tis...
tis ain't supposed happened to me.. take me away..
where are you...u not u anymore...

sick i am

have been hard working for a few days...and freaking busy me...im get sick nw!!
mayb i didnt care my meal..ate spicy food almost every meal..and yesterday morning illness started attacked me..and i force myself worked...while evening...getting serious and serious...
and i decided called mummy and take me home...i didnt see to mr.doctor when going...i thought will be a small matter...but..10something...i get high fever..mummy get me some medicine..and take care me the whole night...today morning, im better...but my eye...seriously get swollen``red``pain...and also my body...i couldnt even get up from bed...half dying...tis afternoon went to doctor... i told her my those idoit illness..and she was just giv me..eye drops... and some fever medicine..=.='' fever not very serious now but my eye still the same...



damn it!...



i gonna crying soon~

recently``im busy

*13/11-16/11
quite lazy updated...coz nearly gt so much job to followed..when back home..i was just like half dying=.=''

during these 3days , i work at metro kajang as a maxis promoter=.=
stand more then sit..and almost every meal..bun, wafer=.=...keep fit...

imma trainee:)
rmb a guy he tot my name is trainee..lolz..funny=.=''

work hardly...my sales nt more then 7 customer only=.=''
consider ok larr=.=
within these 3 days...i have more sad then happy hour....but nw..im fine..



gonna toward to the next following job...haha..XD dear are working with me tooxD peace!

my ''pretty'' look..like didt sleep for a week=.=''

16/11~monday



when to sm worked 11am morning..full time..no customer:(
then me and shu ying feel bored
*suggested to cam-whoreXD

shuying..she looks like a kids:D

but she elder then me a year=.=''i old ady

hehe:)

fat me=.=''

*still gt few more..doesnt want post here...haha..coz i ugly-,-''





17/11-today



after work hubby fetch me go dpc..sweet memorie ..enjoy tha nice view..and eating his ice-cream in this cold whether=,='' he freezing..hahaxD





* have to face it...hoping thr was another bright light shine to my life~

6/11

urghmmm..
feel so bored tis whole day...internet..sleep...eat...smsxD
gonna become a pig soon~haha...
and yesterday, i when to jusco with my dear buddies and hubby after my tuition class..
i goes by my hubby's car and dear goes by yz car...and guess what..poor yz get stuck...haha...coz a car is blocking him...and we have ur dinner at selayang mall.


after that we spending some times at dear hse..and we headed to jusco watch our movie''poker king''...my hubby watch tis movie 2nd times ady..poor him..have to acc me... but he willing..hahaxD


then we have some break..consider..supper at gasonline after our movies..
chit-chat and i having chicken mushroom soup thr...coz i cold.. i need hot stuff to keep me warm..xD ..
the most funny thing is ..i guess is my sentence i think..but in my mind i didnt say that..but they said i did...and acting that day hw was i react =.='' oh my gosh...so malu la weyyy:(
[ Taking the bag of mashmellow and say:"No long de liao"] ``LOL...





okie dokie..ends here...time to go nw...
is 2am already...haha...my beauty bed i calling me!!
see ya!





*tmr gonna have a bowling with dear buddies..whoooooxD

solve

i was freaking tired this whole week..after back from my genting trip..
wondering the next step hw am i going to move on?
so many question in my mind..which i doesnt really kno to slove it...it seem like so complicated..
tis week..i got a part time job..it just like one week 3days work...quite enjoyed actually, but my time with my dear buddies and my man have to sacrifice...


my 1st problem is begin here...my feeling was when i reached home..i just like so up sad due to my expenses without taking with mummy any cents, i have to work...poor me...and my jiejie*pui see* gonna find me at next coming monday.(she never ever forget me..concern me always..)


2nd..was my love problem..sometimes i wish to be single..when i have a argument with him...but at last i didnt..i cant even say ..i wanna to be single..mayb my heart do really gave me already.. sometimes..An argument will make me mature..i saw the difference ...between previous me and now...LATEST ME~~

form 1 me and yee..dun mind showing to others??XD
early form 2..me..

early form 3``middle form 3..

sorry yee have to expose ur previous look at here, coz i have deleted the previous me...is damn ugly, everytime i failed in one relationship i'll change hair style..to get a new look..tat is me!!!xD


*time is going on..i wish to stop it...then i will escape from all those problem..
but will the time stop??no..it wont..


i wanna to trust you fully..but i scare i gonna hurt once more...give me more time, i'll prove it to you..i will solve it as fast as possible...i need to recover the wound`` the previous wound..it 3am right nw.. gonna have my beauty sleep..




nighty peoples..
*wish the time can stop at dpc just nw``miss that moment..

genting♥

Okey,this is me again:)
i just went back from my genting yesterday which is 2days 1night trip..
ugrhmmm..quite satisfy anyway...haha...having a sweet memories wif my dear buddies and sista:)


anyway..i could like to started share the first day memories..
me and yee woke up at 4am in the morning tat day:D purpose goes to dear*yantiing.. hse makeup ..haha...after finished our makeup activities..we headed to tuition centre gather..
we seem like so exaggerate, our dresses..and the main point..makeup!!haha..everyone look at us...weird looking...haha
but we liked it...can mention as *this is my very first time..having a nice makeup outing with dear buddies:) haha...
after that, we started our journey to genting...damn tired...we reached thr about 8 or 9something like tat...we ride cabel car..and playing outdoor and indoor games....
actually i didnt play much..so wasted...=.=''
i just busying taking pica...haha...gonna whack myself ady..lolz..
then we meet chilli they all..coz they coming also...


and..the main things..


my first timexD
play roller coster...owhhh...scary man...guys, dun played!! if u gt heart attack..cause i gonna get it soon...=.=''
while indoors games i just played ''pom pom car''...
only tis two games i played !! damn wasted right..and juz like tis cost rm130 ...haha..
and while we passby giodano shop..dear chiah yee saw a leng zai..lol..she gonna be crazy...her expression..damn funny lar...hahaxD



then during night...
we drank beer..!! haha..yantiing and yz...i cant stopped laughing when i refere that night..
and lila...u're A good girlxD
*secret, our memories btw us* haha



and yes, tmr i gonna work full time..owhhh...my another 1st time part timer jobxD
wish me luck:)


~sometimes , i dunno should i happy with myself or nt~
appreciated it as well~




gtg..
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i will upload some pic..for the next coming post..
be patience ya!:) miss u~